Song: Within Temptation - Iron
Song: Duran Duran - Come Undone
Status: Comet
In short; Iron is my healer.
My Mage, my Sage, My Wizard, and so forth.
After the galactic crash of Sarah Anne 1.0, there was no question of how badly my heart had been shredded, or how big the Alpha sized hole was that Jaded had left behind.
I was so devastated, I was hyperventilating. In those raw moments of pure, unrestrained grief and loss, I was convinced that I'd lost my one and only chance at experiencing the touch of an Alpha.
Apophis had something to say about that. He swore I would have my Alpha, and he told me he was coming for me.
Iron tapped me in what seemed like only minutes later. He was responding to an open Cuddle Call that I'd posted on one of our Facebook Groups, and once we started chatting I was honest with him about my situation.
As soon as I told him what was really going on, he knew exactly what he was to me. He knew he'd been called. I knew it too. I knew that he'd answered my call.
We soon met in person...
And he healed the holy mother-fuck outta me.
He mostly worked by removing blockages and alerting me to where I was the most damaged. He scanned me all the way back to my childhood traumas and the inception of my abandonment issues. It was pretty fucking awesome!
He also pulled my hair and growled at me... a lot.
OMFG... like, a lot a lot!
And with the biting and the gripping and the throaty whispers in my ear... he had me squirming so hard... Apex predator level senses too... he could smell my arousal.
We didn't play that time... but he teased the fuck outta me.
After that, it was a lot of chatting and pic sharing... over a month until our second date where he checked up on my healing progress and then showed me absolutely, unequivocally, without any doubts, exactly how it should fucking feel when I'm in the grip of a True Alpha...
We defined the scope of our relationship. We really enjoy each other, but he has quite a bit of a life to live outside of us... therefore, we are sticking with a Comet level thing for now. He will always have tremendous weight, value, and meaning, but the physical side will be a somewhat rare occurrence.
Doesn't mean we don't get to tease the fuck out of each other with pics, though!
And, as mentioned, he is now the person I look to when I need someone to be the authority on what a Primal relationship with an Alpha Predator/Hunter should feel like.
I'm glad he's here.
Apophis wasn't wrong.
I got my Alpha.
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