Mentors:

Since launching Sarah Anne 2.0, there has been some new software included in the upgrade. A fresh need to explore landscapes untouched in over two decades. I didn't find what I needed back then. That landscape wasn't ready for me yet. This is a new map of my own creation, and I'm finding what I need now. My Mentors are people of authority where a specific area of exploration requires a guiding hand. I need someone I can truly trust to show me the way. I need someone safe to help me understand how things should be. I need someone knowledgeable to take my novice level of experience and advance it into self-awareness. These are the people who will define my future relationships by ensuring that I won't make mistakes when it comes to trusting the wrong playmate or partner. Or, if something does go wrong, I know who to return to in order to set myself right again. I currently have two Mentors:

BDSM-D/s (see also: Drogo) This also qualifies as Kink and Fetish as well. I didn't do well in the BDSM community when I was in it 20 years ago. Back then, the idea of using D/s as a way of overcoming trauma was completely unheard of. At least in the community that I ran in. So, I knew what I needed. And I was damn specific about it. I needed someone I could trust. I needed someone who would work with me slowly and help me overcome my fears. I mostly got accused of attempting to top from the bottom and that 'trusted' person never revealed himself to me. I never really played or explored because I never really found anyone that I felt safe enough with. Things are very different now. The community is much more relaxed and far more accepting of the type of exploration that I need to do. Now the possibilities are virtually endless. I should be able to explore the vast reaches of both pleasure and pain. Finding my limits in both, challenging them, and overcoming them. I will gain more freedom and more control over my own body, and my ability to give it to someone willingly. I'm very excited to see how this will go moving forward.

Primal/Alpha (see also: Iron) Somewhat connected along the same lines, The Primal:Hunter/Predator//Primal:prey relationship does fit a little bit in with D/s in the sense that one partner is overpowering the other. However, it is a very different type of play than the Dom/sub-style of BDSM. In other words; it's its own animal. In this case? Wolf. ALL WOLF! My Primal leanings delve deeply into my preferred type of sex-play. I have always favored aggressive lovers. In the Alpha, the Wolf, I'm seeking someone who I can trust completely to be that kind of aggressive with me. I need a slow, gentle, cuddly hand to start. Then, once it gets to the sex, I need the wild side to come out. I need to be fucked literally to within an inch of my life. I've also very recently learned (thanks to Drogo) that my ability to achieve vaginal orgasm is tied to deep, hard penetration along with g-spot stimulation. So, it stands to reason that an Alpha lover with a nice bendy cock, taking me from behind could actually make me cum from sex. I'm quite excited to see if that might really be possible.