My Writing Chair Broke!!

I’m attempting to gracefully exit the conversation with Snot Nose. He's still whining on his little guilt trip about how his emotions are 'too much for me to take'. Pfft! Whatever. He left it with 'I won't be surprised if I never hear from you again.' (waahhhh!), but I just couldn't leave it like that. I'm not that much of a bitch.

So, I told him we should just take a break. That either one of us can resume the conversation if our situations change. So, if he's ready to own his own bullshit and get out on his own, great. If Bran finally comes home, splendid! But, until one of those changes happens. Let's just not bother each other anymore.

We'll see how he takes that.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Therapy - Gaming is still the back up therapy of choice, but I didn't really get to that much yesterday. I was working until the evening and then the Unicorn had some things she wanted to talk about. I only logged in long enough to do the sign in raffles and grab a gem. 3 more days and I should have my final pair of level one wings. Then I can go back to my reaper and start trying to make her stronger. I'll let you know how it goes.

 - Writing - My writing chair broke! It's a rocking recliner that's supposed to lock into place (no longer rock) one it's reclined… and the locking mechanism has broken! I've put out the call to a local furniture repair, but I'm not sure yet how much this is going to run me. UGH! I need my chair. I can't write without it. If I’m not reclined properly my lower back starts to HURT. GRR!

Other than that, I have one good friend on Scribophile who's started to re-read Torvus from the beginning. So, he's noticing just how much work I've put into expanding and revising the chapters. He's a GREAT beta reader and so far the changes that are being suggested are mostly cosmetic. Just a few places where broken sentences could be combined or other little grammar errors.

I'm really anxious for him to get to the later chapters. Aside from Valkyrie it will be the first time I've gotten feedback on those events. I'm very curious to see how they will play out for others.

No writing today. The Blue Falcon is taking the Unicorn and me on an adventure!

 - Sleep / Fitbit - 7 hours 31 minutes, 1x awake, 9x restless, 21 minutes awake/restless. Got to bed an hour late because of several conversations that I got into just as I was trying to check in with the games. Ugh… but at least I slept okay.

 - Fur-babies - Nothing new to report.

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Caffeine - 3 today

 - Blood Sugar - 132 today. I ate later than I'd intended to, and it was pasta. So, that makes sense.

Relationships / Family:

 - Bran - Same shit, different day, and there's fuck all that I can do about it. I'm stuck here, just trying to survive without him. He's stuck up north because there are no open positions back home for him to transfer to. He's still living with _her_, despite how much he hates her.

*sigh*

I don't know when this will end.

 - The Unicorn - She pointed out yesterday that watching me endure all the pain and suffering last year was what caused the birth of one of her selves. The Unicorn told me that she was having a bit of a conflict over that, because as much as she hated _her_ for causing all that pain, she was also thankful because it helped her locate another part of herself that she needed.

I told her that it's still okay for us to hate her. Just knowing that we're awesome enough to find some good out of a lot of bad just means that we're amazing people. It doesn't take away from how much of a bitch she was and it sure as hell doesn't right any of her wrongs.

The Unicorn also told me a great deal about some stuff that's happening in her spiritual world. As usual, I was right there with the best advice I could give and I really helped her solve her issues.

One issue was solved by linking a connection to a recent episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer!! She was so amused that she HAD to watch the episode again.

Ye Gods… I fucking love my kid.

We had some amazing 'same brain' moments yesterday too. There was even this moment when we both walked into the kitchen with our water bottles at exactly the same time.

She's amazing… every day she amazes me.

Relationships / Sweeties:

[ If you're a reader and having trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed, don't worry, I'll get to you. ]

 - Recent Encounters - I'm getting pretty fed up with the assholes I’m meeting on OKC. But, then I totally forgot that I'm a Cougar and that dating in my age bracket is going to mean a lot of one night stands. WOOPS!

Shit.

I need to adjust my attitude, I think.

 - Updates on Favorites -

 - Blue Falcon - You see, it's all his fault!

He was the one who showed me how GOOD it could be with a sweetie that actually gives a shit, and now that's the standard that I hold all potentials to.

Dammit, he ruined me for other men!

LOL…

Anyway. I get to see him today! We're all going on an adventure to scope out Fourth of July fireworks spots. Not sure what the plan will be after that, but I'm just happy that I'll get to see him.

Relationships / Potentials and Honorable Mentions:

 - The One Timers - Nothing new to report.

 - The Hopefuls - Nothing new to report.

 -- Friday -- Nothing new to report.

 - Honorable Mentions - Nothing new to report.

End Notes:

I'm going to have to give my Scribophile friend a code name soon… we message each other quite a bit. We're a lot alike in many ways and that's what gives us a special edge when it comes to critiquing each other. We both really understand what the other is going for.

He's young and cute too.

Damn… if he weren't gay I'd be all over that.