Wednesday, June 28, 2017

The dog ate my homework...

Sorry about missing yesterday's update.

Night before last I ran out of one of my sleep meds. Not the one that helps me fall asleep, but the one that helps me stay asleep. As a result I was tossing and turning at about 3 am and unable to get back to sleep. So, I finally gave up and at the last of my popcorn while watching two more episodes of MTV's Teen Wolf before I felt drowsy again.

I turned off my 8am alarm and slept in until about 11.

Last night I forgot to reengage my alarm and I ended up sleeping in an hour today too.

I doubt I'll get to any writing today.

I’m okay with that. Tuesdays and Wednesdays are usually my days off anyway.

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About Teen Wolf; I'm actually starting to like it. I've noticed a distinct emotional attachment to the comic relief/sidekick. His character arc is starting to develop him into someone very capable and competent and I'm enjoying it.

Few years older and I'd Cougar the hell out of that.

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Anyway… I better get on with it… I'm running behind today.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Therapy - Valkyrie was just as surprised as I was to learn about the return of the Dragon.

It's several days later now and I still don't feel the return of the levels of despair I was under before those kisses and cuddles.

I’m still disappointed that our Monday date didn't work out and that I've heard nothing from him since, but this is standard behavior out of the Dragon.

It's quite possible that my call only brought him to me in order to erase the black hole and now that he's done that he'll disappear back into the ether again.

Valkyrie wasn't the least bit surprised that there was such a dramatic change in my being between this week and last. We've seen this so consistently with me before. We've seen how fast I can turn things around. I just need soundboards and time to think and the answers will come.

She was still heart warmed and amazed that once I figured out the answer it only took me two days to call the Dragon to me. And, honestly, he would have come sooner than that but that was just the first opening in his schedule.

I've still got it.

All my power is still there.

It's just a matter of me finding the more creative ways of reminding myself of how to tap into it.

**I still have yet to test my theories by feeding on someone**

The Blue Falcon is coming over tomorrow, so we'll see.

 - Writing - It's probably not going to happen today… I'm okay with that.

 - Sleep / Fitbit - LOL, 9 hours 8 minutes, 6x awake, 15x restless, total of 47 minutes awake/restless

 - Fur-babies - Nothing new to report.

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Caffeine - I think I'm going to take caffeine out of the update. I haven't had any trouble keeping it to the standard 3 cups for a very long time.

 - Blood Sugar - 122

 - INR - Test today

 - Nervous System - Adjustment next week.

 - Exercise/Yoga - I made sure I hit my step goal yesterday.

Relationships / Family:

 - Bran - I only got to talk to him for a brief couple of minutes yesterday… he has the day off today too, but he might be working his second job, so I might still hear from him.

Thanks to the Dragon, I do feel a lot better about Bran being gone. I'm reminded of how much I enjoy my freedoms.

I still want Bran back, but I can 're-work' on enjoying his time away from me again.

 - The Unicorn - Staycation soon.

Relationships / Sweeties:

[ If you're a reader and having trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed, don't worry, I'll get to you. ]

 - Recent Encounters - Nothing new to report.

 - Updates on Favorites -

 - Blue Falcon - I was supposed to get cuddles tonight but the Blue Falcon had to reschedule to tomorrow. It's all good. I had to shift a potential and tell him to wait until after Arlynne's Staycation, which may take him off the map for me, but I don't really care.

Blue Falcon is way more important than any potential.

I’m NEVER making the mistake of putting a potential before the Blue Falcon EVER again!

Relationships / Potentials and Honorable Mentions:

 - The One Timers - Nothing new…
 - The Hopefuls - … to report.

 - Honorable Mentions - Hardly an honorable mention, but there's this one submissive dick wad that keeps messaging me, even though I've told him that it's not going to work out because we're both submissive.

Last night he asked me if I'm into Mommy/son.

For fucks sake! I mini-went-off on him and he's all 'don’t be rude', and I told him that 'hey, it's right on my profile'. And then he was all 'bye bye'. And I'm like 'oh, so I'm the one being rude?' So I told him to fuck off and never message me again.

He comes back with some retort about how I have serous mental health issues and that I need to work on them before I try to get young men to fuck me, and that I have a husband and I’m pathetic.

Clearly this guy doesn't understand the first thing about me.

I didn't even justify it with a response. I just blocked him from texting me. UGH… what a dick wad.

End Notes:

Okay, I gotta get moving…


Watch out for a Ghost Story installment tomorrow!!

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