... it is who I am now...

I've been getting more and more lax on my housekeeping since Bran's return.  

On the one hand, this disturbs me greatly. This is my space and for the past year+ I've kept it nice without any problems because it's easy to stay on top of my own messes.  

On the other hand, he's back now, so this is OUR space. And OUR space is not hosting any guests without warning, so there will be time to clean up if anyone is coming over.

Ugh...  

I did know this was going to happen, and I did worry about it, and now it's here.

Bran is a slob, and I used to be one too.

Now it's going to take some time to either beat the slob out of him, or just adjust to cleaning up around him. I just like it when things are nice and orderly now. That's not who I've been in the past, but it is who I am now.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

- Therapy – Not a lot going on in the mental health department today. Wait... no, that's not exactly true. The trust issues are getting a little bit triggered. Last night Bran told me he was helping some friends move a TV stand... he was gone for a while. I have no way of knowing what he was really doing or who he was doing it with. -- Today he's driving up to grab some things from storage – again, no idea of whether or not this is also involving other people or things.

I don't feel worried.

But, in a way, I worry that I'm not worried?

*sigh* I don't know what the fuck is going on.  

I 98% trust him completely.

I guess that's actually good enough for me.

- Writing – Still on hold – But I’m finishing up the entrelac portion of Misha's leg warmers and closing with the finishing triangles that will descend into the lower cuffs. It won't be long now, and then I'll be working on that infinity scarf – which will take a little doing, I'm sure!! - I'm excited to finally finish this, though. I really want to move on to my next project. A new pair of leg warmers for me.  :)

- Reading – No new book chosen yet.

- Sleep / Fitbit – 7 hours 57 minutes, 3x awake, 11x restless, 25 minutes awake/restless.

- Fur-babies – Good visit from Dreamy last night. He helped me say goodbye to the Unicorn. Bran was out but made it back before Dreamy left. Bran came home with food and Dreamy got a few bites of bacon from my burger. After that he was ready to go home, so I called Catmom to come and get him. I'm looking forward to another visit tonight.

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

- Exercise/Yoga - I’m pushing this off until after the Unicorn's winter staycation(s).

Relationships / Family:

- Bran – So, yeah... there was the afore mentioned 2% trust issue – really not a big deal at all – I think the trust issues will start to alleviate after a while. I guess I’m not worried.  

I mean, we've gone over this.

If he's not real, he's gone, and I'm going to be just fucking fine without him. It might take me a while to find another life mate – but I'll be good... eventually.

If he's real, then he's mine, and I have nothing left to worry about.

It's going to be okay.

- The Unicorn – It took a little convincing, but she took Cthulhu home with her. I'm really hopeful that she's going to freak a few people out with him... :)  -- Unfortunately, she forgot the Christmas Lights Necklace that Bran got her. I was the one who forgot to remind her. I feel pretty bad about that. Bran really wanted to long distance annoy JerkDad and JerkDad's family with them... Oh well, there's always next year. I don't think anyone is going to make a big deal about it.

Also, she and I are current on RWBY. We just started Seven Deadly Sins.

We ALMOST made it all the way through Season One of Supernatural... we were SO CLOSE!! We're like one episode and 15 minutes away from closing out the season, LOL.

She's coming back on Tuesday night, though... we'll have the second half of her staycation to get finished up with Season One and started on Season Two.

Relationships / Sweeties:

- Updates on Favorites -  

- Blue Falcon – Movie Night tomorrow... I'm looking forward to some Blue Falcon time.  :)

I wish it included naked snuggles, though.

- Sweeties -

I've been thinking about Friday more and more since we've reconnected... I really want to experience him.

I hope Bear is okay... I am looking forward to seeing him again when I can.

 - AmbiguSweeties -

 - Pathfinder – Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Just Friends:

Nothing new to report.

End Notes:  

I’m gonna go... I want to vacuum today.