Yarn is a good thing...

The sleep cycle seems to have adjusted, but the creativity still isn't coming in terms of the writing. If anything, I'm feeling more pulled towards the yarn. That is where my energy seems to want to go right now...  

I’m okay with that.

Yarn is a good thing.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

- Therapy – I got a little needy/emotional/bitchy last night. Nothing that Bran isn't used to from the previous incarnation of our relationship, but outside of my comfort level on where I want us to be now. I'm blaming the PMS/PMDD. I hope he understands.

We got a little show/cuddle in last night and then he did some gaming... it seems okay...  

I hope it's okay.

- Writing – I'm on the fence on whether or not I'm awake or in the groove enough to write today... I know I should. It's on my list to, but I'm really not feeling pulled towards it. The yarn seems to be overriding my writing... I'm still okay with this.

- Reading – Same, Call of the Cthulhu and book 2 of that shifter series... all good.

- Sleep / Fitbit – The reading is off again. Down time logged as sleep time... *sigh*

- Fur-babies – Haven't run into Catmom yet...

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

- Blood Sugar – I'm resorting back to putting the glucometer on top of the coffee mug. No coffee until blood sugar has been tested. *grump!*

- Exercise/Yoga - I exercised yesterday. I know I SHOULD today... and I don't fucking want to. UGH! I hate this shit!

Relationships / Family:

- Bran – He spent a little money (like $15) treating himself to a new game. It's actually a pretty interesting one and one that I don't mind watching him play. Unfortunately the game play itself doesn't seem to be very accurate. He's only given a very tiny pinpoint of a target for taking out hostiles and they take massive round dumps to put them down. He has to reload multiple times for a single target. And yet, even though he's behind cover, he's still taking hits and it's like he's made out of tissue paper. It only takes a couple of shots to take him out.

It would be very sad if he wasted his money. I'm hoping the game play itself improves for him soon.  

I'm also hoping I'm done being needy and clingy for awhile.

I don't want to descend into the madness of where I was before he left... I want to be better. I want to do better. I want to love him better. I want to accept his love better.

He just came in to give me a random hug...  

Ye Gods...  

That's his heart right there.

If he didn't love me, there wouldn't be random hugs like that.

I think we're okay.

- The Unicorn – Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Sweeties:

- Updates on Favorites -  

- Blue Falcon - Nothing new to report.

- Sweeties -

Nothing new to report.

 - AmbiguSweeties -

 - Pathfinder - Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Just Friends:

Nothing new to report.

End Notes:  

I’m going to force myself to exercise.

I'm not going to force myself to write.

I’m going to embed myself in yarn.

That is going to be my day today.