Riding the High...

I don't remember exactly when it was last year that I decided to go public with my mental health blog. I remember that it was some time in the late winter / early spring because that's right when things were going really well with the Blue Falcon. Not that they've ever not been well, but that's about the time I realized things were always going to be well with him.

Anyway...

There hasn't been so much in the way of drama or trauma since Bran came back. I've sort of been floating on cloud nine.

But I want to make it clear: This doesn't make this any less of a Mental Health Blog.

Upswings happen.

Often they take us pretty darn high right before a big fucking crash.

I hope the crash doesn't happen this time, or that if it does it has nothing to do with Bran. I'm hoping he'll be a source of support and love and not the cause of my pain this time, but no one really knows how, when, or what is going to happen.

For now, I'm just going to ride the high as long as I can.

I don't think anyone can fault me for that.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

- Therapy – Again, good talks with both Bubbles and Valkyrie yesterday. Received lots of love last night from Bran too. Hung out with the Unicorn a lot... it's all good.

- Writing – Still on hold – Not a lot of knitting yesterday either. For some reason I was just really tired.

- Reading – Meh...

- Sleep / Fitbit – 7 hours 33 minutes, 3x awake, 11x restless, 37 minutes awake/restless - Had a REALLY hard time getting going this morning... I think this was due to my midnight hunt for some cherry Danish that I knew was in the house somewhere. I didn't find them, so I had to settle for cookies... then I had a hard time getting back to sleep, I think because the sun was rising.  

The Danish was in the fridge.

That place with the really bright light that I cannot look in during sleepy hours or I WILL not get back to sleep.

…

… barbarians.

- Fur-babies – No Dreamy last night... gave me a bit of a sad.

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Inflammation - // - Exercise/Yoga - I'll be discussing this with my chiropractor today.

Relationships / Family:

- Bran – He made us steak for dinner last night... so wonderful. And he's still on point with the little loving things, including coming home with a bakery fresh box of cherry Danish for the Unicorn so she could sample more of what true breakfast pastry is supposed to taste like.  

This morning I said hi to Mo and that triggered an intimate.  

He's still struggling with Stamina, but I don't care.

I can tell it really bothers him, though!! Once again he made mutterings about doing the Intimate more often so he could build up his Stamina again. I have no complaints.

The important thing was that this time I didn't push him into sex. I just let him come to me. So, it felt much more natural this time and I think that's what I really need to go for.

I just love it that it's him inside me.

No one could ever replace him.

- The Unicorn – Wow, we've been PLOWING through both RWBY and Supernatural. We killed Season 3 of RWBY and she was really worried for me because I only had one favorite character and my favorite character met an untimely demise.

I'm okay, though. I'm sure another favorite will pop up eventually.

Relationships / Sweeties:

- Updates on Favorites -  

- Blue Falcon – Super excited to see him tomorrow.

- Sweeties -

Nothing new to report.

 - AmbiguSweeties -

 - Pathfinder – Woke up to a note from him this morning. He's driving home for the holidays, a 23 hour drive. I hope he stays safe on the roads. I'm glad he gets to spend some time with his family and I know I'll see him again eventually too. I’m not worried about it.  :)

Relationships / Just Friends:

Nothing new to report.

End Notes:  

I gotta fly. My ride is on its way!!

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End Note II: This will actually be posted when I get home.