I hate it.
But, I did it.
I archived
Gingersnap again.
*sigh*
There's just… only
so much 'no contact' I can take.
I'm not sure, but I
might have lost Whiskey as well. I can't see a profile for him anymore, which
means one of two things. Either he deleted his account, or he blocked me. *sigh
again*
On the upswing, I
had a really good, long conversation last night. This one doesn't get a code
name, yet. But he's a strong 'honorable mention'.
Tonight the first
staycation with the Unicorn comes to a close. *shrug* I didn't make plans with
anyone else. I left it open just in case Gingersnap decides to tap in. But,
we're getting snow today… so… yeah… that's not going to happen.
Really, it's not
that I don't believe in him. (I mean, it sorta is, but) It's more that I don't
want to be a pest.
Super hopeful about
the other guy, though!!
We connect on a lot
of levels. Even down to the BPD, Empathy and Healer abilities. So, that's
totally bad ass. *weak smile*
His style of Domination is very protective and passionate.
Ye gods...
I so need that in my life right now.
Just to feel safe with someone again... that would mean so much to me.
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