Lou checked in with
me yesterday. That was a surprise. I was kind of under the impression that our
first date had been a one time thing for him. But, then, there he was, tapping
in. I like him a lot. He's a body builder and I do have a weakness for muscles.
Our first date, he was straight to business. The door had barely hit him in the
ass before he had me in the bedroom and naked.
Hot damn. For some
reason I respected the hell out of that.
I think it's my
self-esteem issues at play there. So often, when I'm with someone, I'm always
questioning whether or not they really want to be there. Especially if their so
much prettier or healthier than I am. After the awesome sex we ended up talking
sci-fi for a bit. Turns out he's pistol whip smart! And HOT! OMG… all muscle
and brains too? What a power combination! The man knows quantum physics and we
were even discussing the paradox of time travel.
WOW…
And then, nothing.
But, he checked in
with me yesterday. I was surprised and happy!! I told him as much. That after
the first date I always send just one 'thank you, would love to do it again'.
And after that I let it drop just so I don't seem overly clingy if it was a one
time thing. He told me 'we will definitely play again, I had a great time too.'
I even mentioned my self-esteem issues and how much I respected him for not
leaving me questioning him.
Wow… again… It made
me feel so warm.
The other thing? I looked back over our chat/texts and it had only been TEN DAYS since our 'date'. That's it! Just 10 days. A week and a half. So, if Lou tapped back in... that leaves a LOT of doors still open. :)
The other thing? I looked back over our chat/texts and it had only been TEN DAYS since our 'date'. That's it! Just 10 days. A week and a half. So, if Lou tapped back in... that leaves a LOT of doors still open. :)
The Dragon checked
in on me too!! He came SOO close to making it over for a quickie (despite both
of our admissions that a quicky would never be enough) but then, car troubles.
*sigh* We made tentative plans for this morning, but he hasn't checked in with
me yet.
There's another
honorable mention. No code name yet. He's been tapping in a bit. He's SO
POLITE!! But, once he got to me he barely even stayed for a full hour. So, he
tapped out even quicker than Ash did.
This one doesn't
sting like Ash did, though.
THAT is HUGE
progress on the self-esteem front!
I haven't said thank
you to him yet. I’m going to take care of that now.
:)
Self-esteem O |
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Fuck yeah.
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