The Unicorn went
home to her dads last night. This was after we finished all of the Supernatural
that's currently on Netflix. She dealt with the 'show hole' by getting further
into Naruto.
So, here I am. Alone
again on a holiday where it's been just me and Bran for so many years.
I would be lying if
I said there isn't resentment there. I hate the fact that he won't be with me
and ordering Chinese food tomorrow.
--
I’m conflicted on
the sweetie front.
I miss Gingersnap
terribly. At this point, I have to believe it's more than just the snow keeping
us apart. It reads to me like he's gone into some sort of hiding and I'm not
far enough into his sphere to be a trusted form of stress release. *sigh* it is
what it is.
I promised Daddy
that he'd be the only one I'd ever call Daddy. I'm regretting that promise now.
I've exchanged messages with a potential (no code name, yet) who gives me the
read of being a very protective Daddy Dom. He's comfortable with me keeping my promise.
But, there is still a part of me that wants to honor him by being able to call
him something wonderful during our play time. I just don't know what that might
be yet.
Two more potentials
on the radar. One I met on Cuddle Comfort and who would like to come over today
after I'm done getting my house back in order. The other who might be coming
over tomorrow night.
*sigh again*
Right now I'd do
just about anything to get Gingersnap off my mind.
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