I have to keep
reminding myself, dozens of times each day, that Gingersnap is not responsible
for pandering to my insecurities.
Gods… this sucks.
I touched base with
Gramarye yesterday. He's awesome. He's been busy, but he told me he's been
thinking about me. I totally should have touched base with him before that.
When the anal sex was more pain than pleasure, I SHOULD have checked in with
him. He's my anal master. But, I figured it out on my own. I wasn't telling my
lovers to 'warm me up' with the toys first. So, of course it hurt! I feel so
stupid.
I did tap Whiskey
yesterday, but I didn't get any reply.
The Dragon has been
including me in his Snaps. So, that's been pretty sweet. I love looking at his
gorgeous face and I still cant believe that someone so beautiful is interested
in me.
There are a couple
of honorable mentions. No one special enough to have earned a code name yet,
but special enough that my last honorable mention (Ash) is a distant memory.
Thank the gods. That rejection stung a little bit more than I would have liked.
Bran is doing okay.
He's still with _her_ and there's nothing I can do about that. But he's been
reporting in with his own Cougar News. I'm really hoping he gets to nail one of
them soon.
It's snowing like
crazy right now…
Damn…
I might not even
hear from Gingersnap until the spring, and by that time Bran will be back.
Fuck, this hurts.
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