OMG… 2016 can not be
over fast enough. This was a shit year. 2017 isn't off to a great start either
without Bran, but I'm still hopeful that Echo is going to make up for it.
Echo didn't make it
out to see the Unicorn and I yesterday. He'd slept all day the day before. Then
all night and all day yesterday too. At first I was really upset that he didn't
contact me at all again yesterday, but when I found out how much he'd been
sleeping, he had my full empathy and sympathy.
Borderlines don't
sleep like that unless something is dreadfully wrong.
Either his body or
his mind are fighting something off and they need the extra downtime to repair
and build resiliency. So, he's forgiven.
I'm super hopeful to
see him today. I can't wait to be his.
--
Got a message from
Foxtrot late last night. He's still interested.
I'm a little
unnerved that the extra time with Echo is going to impact the other sweeties.
But, at the same time… no one but Gramarye has made it out for a second/third
date.
Granted, Foxtrot
WANTS to… And is actually making plans. So, I'm super nervous about making him
wait! I hope he'll be okay with it.
--
I'm over my abuse
triggers from yesterday. And I'm tired this morning. But I should still be able
to force the yoga out of myself today.
I miss WANTING to do
yoga!!
I miss feeling
incomplete without the yoga.
WTF brain/body…
Srsly, just wtf.
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