So… it's 7:30 in the
morning, and I'm already on 3rd coffee.
There is a plan for
a 4th, and possibly even a 5th.
The Unicorn's IEP
meeting is at 7am on Thursday, and that means severe adjustments to my
sleep/wake cycle, as well as my caffeine consumption just to properly adjust to
this. I'm probably going to have to get out of bed somewhere between 4-5am on
Thursday.
Now… that being
said… I've noticed that any time I go introspective on the Blue Falcon's visit
yesterday, I smile.
Not just a 'that was
nice' wistful smile.
I mean an ear to
ear, Cheshire cat grin kind of smile.
It was just SO good
to know that I have someone both trusted and reliable to reach out to for
physical contact when I'm at my worst. In his own words, the Blue Falcon told
me that he feels people only reach out when they're at their breaking point.
Granted, he realized quickly that I hadn't been at my breaking point when I
reached out, but in his mind that didn't make my call to arms any less urgent.
Even if he'd been busy, he would have found a way to get to me as quickly as
possible.
Just having someone
who makes me feel safe. Who makes me feel cared for and desired. Who will talk
with me on literally ANY topic that comes up and do so with consideration and
intelligence.
It was sweet.
I’m not doing the
standard update today.
It's too early for
that shit.
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