Why do I keep doing
this to myself?
Last night's date
was a catastrophic mess of a failure.
All I want is to
meet more guy's like the Blue Falcon, yet they elude me.
This fucking sucks.
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy - I
saw both Valkyrie and Bubbles yesterday. Bubbles understands the problem with
my phone now and has me set up with six months worth of refills.
Valkyrie was so
happy to see me. The feeling was more than mutual. Turns out I missed the fact
that there'd been a season finalie of Supernatural! I'm trying to fix that now.
As for the phone. I
*think* it's been resolved.
Yes, again.
- Writing - This
got skipped yesterday. Too much else going on.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - I got drunk last night.
10 hours 3 minutes,
7x awake, 14x restless, total of 71 minutes awake/restless
- Fur-babies -
Nothing new to report.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine -
Fuck you.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - I
got to talk to him while I was drunk and bitching about how bad that date was.
Fuck.
THIS SUCKS!!
If Bran were home I
wouldn't have to keep doing this!
I would seriously
just settle for the Blue Falcon and leave it at that.
- The Unicorn -
Nothing new to report.
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - Okay, so the absolute worst part about last night is that
at one point I had a choice. The Blue Falcon turned up available and I 'could'
have gone with him instead.
My date was tossing
up between me and his other friends. I told him to decide quickly because I had
a better offer too. He told me he was going with me. So the Blue Falcon and I
made plans for tonight instead.
Dumb move. I should
have gone with the Blue Falcon.
I should ALWAYS go
with the Blue Falcon!
Asshole shows up at
my place and at the very least he brought whiskey and a mixer. There was a hug…
we cuddled… we mixed a drink… I got naked… he gave me half a rub down… he
fucked me for all of a minute and a half and then he popped…
And then the son of
a bitch left.
I think he was with
me for all of an hour, tops.
Fucker.
I wasn't even worth
more than that to him. I was just 'get off and get gone'.
The only good thing
was that he left me the whiskey… I got fucking drunk last night.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
At least we have plans tonight. The Blue Falcon's cuddles can wash the
stink of that other asshole off of me. I'm taking this as a life lesson. Always
go with the Blue Falcon.
Always go with the
Blue Falcon.
Always.
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing…
- The Hopefuls
- … new…
-- Friday -- …
to…
- Honorable
Mentions - … report.
End Notes:
Repeat it like a
mantra:
Blue Falcon Tonight
Blue Falcon Tonight
Blue Falcon Tonight
Blue Falcon Tonight
Blue Falcon Tonight
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