Mushroom Man

I had a really good time last night. So, yes, there is a 'Recent Encounter' report below.

Other than that, I got to bed a little late and I'm still feeling pretty groggy this morning, but I’m hoping that enough coffee will take care of that.

My heart hurts today.

I miss Bran.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Therapy - I didn't do a whole lot in the way of Game Therapy yesterday. I was able to get everything done on two of the three characters, but then it was time to sign off and deal with real life. It's a little hard to do that sometimes. At times it's hard to forget that it's just a game and not a second job or something. Sometimes it's hard to not feel a certain sense of responsibility to my Guild, even though I know they'd want me to take care of real life above the game, always.

As for other therapies… There hasn't been much else other than the writing and the sweeties, and they already have their own sections.

 - Writing - I’m closing in on finishing up with my chapter 12 today. I just need to run it through a final spell check and my editors before it's ready to go. Then I'll map out where I am with my chapter 13.

What’s really messed up is that I wasn't paying the least bit of attention to my word cap. So, I thought I had more space to flesh things out than I really did. I still have room to move around a little bit, though. So, we'll see. I think it will be okay.

Right now I can't tell if I'm about to go a tad over the cap, or if I'm going to get my main characters to spend some time together, but I should be able to figure it out today.

 - Sleep / Fitbit - 8 hours 2 minutes, 0x awake, 15x restless, total of 29 minutes restless. (really not bad at all!)

 - Fur-babies - Nothing new to report.

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Caffeine - Halfway through second coffee now and I'm starting to perk up a bit, so I should be fine keeping it to three today.

 - Blood Sugar - 129 even with a bedtime snack. So, that's pretty good.

 - Exercise/Yoga - I was so bad, I totally skipped this yesterday. My chapter 12 had me and was demanding to be worked on. Grr… I fail at exercise.

Relationships / Family:

 - Bran - He called last night while I was with my guest. It felt like he was disappointed that I couldn't talk longer and I felt really bad about that. It kinda threw me into a funk for the rest of the evening. All I could really think about was Bran and how much I missed him. I even got the song Fire and Fury (Skillet) stuck in my head. It's a good song and yet another one that makes me think of Bran. My date tried to keep my mind off missing him, and he did a really good job, but I still feel bad about not talking to him longer.

I think that's another reason why I need to schedule my dates a day apart. I need to make sure I'm making time for Bran too.

 - The Unicorn - Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Sweeties:

[ If you're a reader and having trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed, don't worry, I'll get to you. ]

 - Recent Encounters - Code names don't necessarily mean that I expect someone to stay around. They just mean I don't want to keep referring to someone as 'my date from x nights ago'. So, this one's code name is Mushroom or Mushie for short.

    - 1) good company: He's a pretty cool guy. He was good to talk to, even though he supplied little information about himself. He was a good listener and seemed to prompt me to do most of the talking, and then he would respond enthusiastically about how awesome he thought whatever I said was. He has some interesting hobbies and it was fun getting to know more about him and what he likes to do. He kept his distance quite a bit, but he loved my bed.

    - 2) good conversation: We talked about a little of everything. I found out later that he really needs a lot of talking and 'getting to know you' to go on before he's ready to take things to the next level. He probed a lot and seemed to really need me to dominate the conversation. It was after Bran's phone call that the conversation got moved out to the living room for a little bit, and then I told him that about the song that was stuck in my head. I went back for my phone and then played it for him. I told him how much it made me think of Bran. Then I told him how much I was missing Bran.

That's when he offered the snuggles and got my trademark smirk out of me.

    - 3) good snuggles: We re-retired to the Chamber of Snuggles, that's when he explained that he needs time to get to know someone before he'll take it to that level. It's understandable and I was comfortable with it once he explained. He was a good cuddler, lots of mutual caressing. But there were also times that he just wanted to lay back and soak up the attention too. He's very much a cat in that respect. I swear I almost heard him purring once or twice.  :)  Sometimes he'd come back and reciprocate, wrapping around me and holding me tight… and then he'd lay back and soak up my touch again…

Clothing did become binding and started coming off. I was invited to explore his body and touch him anywhere I wished… kissing happened. I was encouraged to also get naked. More kissing and caressing.

    - 4) good sex: He flipped over on his tummy, I was rubbing his back. He was blushing a little bit and asked if I had any lube. I needed him to clarify if he meant massage oil or sexual lubricant. He meant the latter. I asked why and he very shyly asked if I'd like to have sex with him. I told him I'd love to and that we wouldn't need lube at all because I get ridiculously wet.

We grabbed a condom and got into position and he reached down to touch me… that's when he MARVELED at just how wet I really was. LOL, I told him!

There were some performance issues. He was kind of stuck in his head a little bit because of being with a new partner, but once he got me to the edge of the bed and was standing over me… then he was able to really pound into me.

He didn't get me all the way up to full screams, but he definitely got me vocal.

His favorite position seemed to be having me on my side at the edge of the bed with him standing over me, gripping my hip with one hand and my shoulder with the other. He kept marveling over how wet I was too.

Eventually his body did quit on him and then he just sort of laid on top of me. I closed my hands over his and we just sort of held each other like that for a bit.

He thanked me for being so sweet to him.

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It was, at that point, however, past my bedtime.

We got dressed and I saw him to the door. There was a hug and a kiss goodbye.

I texted him this morning, thanking him for last night.

I think we're going to see each other again, but I’m not really sure… I guess I'll just have to see how it plays out.

 - Updates on Favorites -

 - Blue Falcon - Still trying to get the Blue Falcon and the Pen Pal talking… not sure how to make this process easier…

Relationships / Potentials and Honorable Mentions:

 - The One Timers - Nothing new to report.

 - The Hopefuls - I do have a date scheduled for tonight. This is the last one of the dates that I scheduled on consecutive days. After tonight I will always have at least a day in between to rest up and game and make sure my Guild is being supported.

Anyway… not sure how I feel about this one. He seems very sex orientated, and very interested in being sexually Dominant with me. This could turn out to be great and could turn out to be everything that I need. Or it could go horribly wrong and he could be just another asshole.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a tad bit nervous about this one.

 - Honorable Mentions - Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Former Sweeties:

 - Jasper - Nothing new to report.

End Notes:

I’m just loading into final coffee now, and I'm starting to feel much more awake and alert.

I hope I get to talk to Bran on his way into work today. That way it won't be so bad if I miss him on his way home. Or, maybe I could just explain to my date that I need to keep him awake? Hopefully there can be some understanding there.

*sigh*

I just want this over.

I want him home already.