OMG… I'm so sore
today.
Muscles I didn't
even know I had got a work out last night.
My date passed his
in-person interview for a Sweetie position, but I'm being good this time. He's
not being upgraded to full sweetie until he's made it to the second date. That
might be awhile. He's moving up north at the end of this week. Possibly even further
north than Bran is now, I'm not sure. He still plans to come back to the cities
once or twice a month, though. I even offered him crash pad space with me,
which he appreciated. So, there's a good chance I'll see him again.
Assuming he's still
talking to me, that is.
He might just ghost
me. We never know these things until someone starts returning messages. And who
knows, with the pending move, I might not hear much from him at all…
*sigh*
Okay… moving on
then…
OH! Yes, there IS a
Recent Encounter report!
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy - I
feel like I game too much… So many hours are spent in this virtual world. But,
these are all down time hours where I wouldn't have been doing anything but
watching TV anyway… *sigh* So, I’m not quite sure where to put that. I do enjoy
the gaming, even though most of what I do is Guild Grind. I'm still able to
help out some people and get some of my own character development done. I'm
almost up to wings on my second character… I just don't know how I feel about
how many hours are spent in that world where I feel like I should be writing.
But the writing only seems to come in short bursts.
*sigh*
- Writing - Speaking
of short bursts. I burned out fast yesterday. I should have been able to wrap
up my new chapter 11, but my brain quit at the Hemingway stage. I started
skipping and skimming instead of tightening and that's bad. So, I knew it was
time to shut down.
I think my mind was
mostly on last nights pending date.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - I got to bed about 45 minutes late due to the gaming. I just
needed to make sure I got all my guild dailies done on the important
characters. Nevertheless, last nights sleep actually went quite well, all
things considered. 8 hours 2 minutes, 1x awake, 6x restless, total of 14
minutes awake/restless. I even woke up 2 minutes before the alarm today, ready
to start the day.
So, that's a good
thing.
- Fur-babies -
Nothing new to report.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine - Something
seems off today. Even though I got some decent sleep last night. I'm about
halfway through second coffee and I'm usually feeling much more awake and alert
by now, but I'm still totally groggy and wiped out… So, I'm guessing it's 4
today…
- Blood Sugar -
125, so that's pretty close to good/normal
- INR - This
week…
- Nervous
System - … we hope.
- Exercise/Yoga
- I still don't feel like I can do this right now. My body is so sore,
I've been getting light headed whenever I stand up, and my gums have been doing
a lot of unprovoked bleeding… I think my blood is too thin, so my blood
pressure might be really low right now.
- Weight
Management - I hope I don't forget to weigh myself this week if I make
it in for my INR.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - Not
a whole lot is new on Bran's end. I just love it that the things that are new
are making _her_ miserable. He won't even sleep next to her anymore now that
he's got an ideal couch to stretch out on. And her own therapy dog won't sleep
next to her either because it prefers Bran over_her_. That just makes me laugh
my ass off.
Bran didn't get to
call me during his ride home, and that's okay because I was with my date
anyway. But he did call once he was close to home, just to say goodnight, and
that was pretty wonderful.
I really miss him.
- The Unicorn -
Did I tell you my internet got shut off? Yeah, so we're mooching off of
the Blue Falcon's Wi-Fi and sucking up his data a little bit. So, as a result,
there was no Buff/Angel this past weekend. The Unicorn spent the entire time
sucking up the Blue Falcon's data and watching her anime. So, we didn't spend a
whole lot of time together, but that's okay.
We did get some good
talks in, and the date with the Blue Falcon was awesome. So, I know she had a
good time. :)
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - Oh… here we go!
- 1) good company: He's definitely an interesting guy, though I
would say that we both appreciated quiet more than forced conversation. So, I
actually don't really know a whole lot about him other than he likes to work
out and spends a good amount of time at the gym when he can.
He's 20, so I *love*
the age difference.
As previously
mentioned, he's about to move up north for work. He's going to be helping out
with the environment and he's very excited about it. I can't remember the exact
job description or title, though. Me and my terrible memory.
Things were SUPER
awkward when he first arrived, we went straight to the bedroom. - Then Bran
called while we were naked and snuggling between rounds and that made him feel
really awkward too. He says he's very new to the 'open relationship' scene, so
it's still hard for him to imagine that a woman's husband would be so chill
about him being naked in bed next to her while she's on the phone with him.
It was okay, though.
I really feel like
we enjoyed each other. I'm hoping it's more than just a one time thing. I know
that's what we both wanted going into it, and I know my feelings haven't
changed in that regard, but it's too soon to tell if I made as strong of a
first impression on him.
- 2) good conversation: We honestly didn't really talk all that
much. We seemed to enjoy the quiet cuddles more. But we did discuss musical
tastes and I played Within Temptations 'And We Run' for him because he
mentioned liking old school rap a bit. We're not much of a match in musical
taste, but he says he listens to just about everything, so we'd be fine if I
just left my Spotify on.
We talked a little
about how this past year has been for Bran and I, so he knows the full story
about why I'm so fucked up right now. He knows I'm strong enough to take it,
but he also understands just how much things suck too.
I also ended up
sharing a few stories about the Blue Falcon with him, including how the Blue
Falcon and I met and how he got his code name. He was amused.
We talked a bit
about Cougars and how I'm the only nice one on OKC. We also talked about how
I'm a Cougar and a Self-Aware Goddess, and yet I'm submissive. Those things are
pretty strong contradictions, but I'm glad that he was comfortable being the
more dominant one.
- 3) good snuggles: Ye mother-fucking Gods, he was AWESOME at
this. He kept his arms around me and he was great at keeping up with the tender
caresses too.
When he got to my
place, we skipped all pretenses and just proceeded directly to the Chamber of
Snuggles. He agreed that my bed is awesome. He was really great at taking
control and pulling us both out of snuggle space too.
He's very 'partner
pleasure' focused. So, he was mostly interested in stimulating me as much as he
could.
He took us out of
snuggle space by starting with slow, deep kisses… some of them going down on my
neck, too. I have a couple of hickies on my neck today, one on each side.
After kisses he took
off his shirt and then moved to get my tank top off. Then he tugged at the
waistband of my leggings and I moved to get my socks and leg warmers off while
he stripped from the waist down. Then he stripped me from the waist down…
He started by
inserting his fingers into me while he was kissing me… that got some
interesting moans. Then he moved to lick my pussy, but I was too close to the
mattress.
Get this… HE grabbed
the pillow to put it underneath me. He understood that sometimes the angles are
off and you have to get a little extra padding under a girl to make it work.
Not a lot of guys are that experienced that young to make that work.
So, he got me
elevated off the bed a little bit and played between using his fingers and his
tongue on me… then he had me flip over for a little ass play… I had honestly
expected more ass play out of him, given that is one of his more serious kinks…
but it must have been messy… or something. As it often is. He cleaned up and we
both moved on.
There was more
fingering and some light spanking and this is where I KNOW my sore muscles came
from!
His fingering and
spanking was so intense that I was writhing HARD. My back was arching so much that my whole
upper body was lifting up off the bed. I was gripping pillows, I was gripping
sheets… ye gods, it was amazing.
Then he asked me if
I wanted his cock…
You're damn right I
did.
Angles were WAY off,
though. He wasn't able to stay in me with me face down, no matter what we
tried, but he was great about talking about it and trying different things. I
would also say that occasionally he lost his erection a little bit too. He
needed me primed and seriously turned on. So, he would finger the hell out of
me in between cock insertions… it all worked out in the end… I wasn't
disappointed in the least.
Since the face down
wasn't working out so well, he had me flip over to my back again, and then he
got inside me and LOL… Even though I had warned him about what a screamer I
was, he was NOT prepared for just how loud I got when I did start screaming. He
kept putting his hand over my mouth to muffle the sounds because he was
terrified that someone was going to call the cops!
OMG, it was great…
He really seemed to
love eating pussy and then kissing me after, and I'm totally cool with that
because I'm religious about keeping myself clean. He did hold me down a little
bit while he was fucking me, but it wasn't the kind of holding down where he really
meant it. It wasn't like it was with Jasper or like the way I imagine it will
be with Friday. It was okay, just nothing super special.
The sex was good,
but he loved pleasuring me with his fingers more. I showed him those tight
little muscles of mine too. :)
He also loved seeing
how many fingers I could take inside me. He was very impressed by how elastic
my pussy was because I was able to take quite a bit of his hand, and yet I was
still tight for him when he fucked me.
(go me)
I did end up getting
over stimulated, though. I told him I needed a break and we just went back to
cuddling and talking for a bit. That's about the time that Bran called too.
Which, again, was awkward for my date, but he pushed through.
He checked the time
and it was close to both of us needing to wrap up. So he took control and
pulled us out of snuggle space again. It was more of the same, exactly what
I've reported so far. Until I asked him to fuck me until he came. He said 'not
yet' and fingered me some more.
Somewhere in there,
the stimulation became so intense that I bit his upper arm and he TOLD me to
bite him as hard as I needed to. OMG… Love it when a guy tells me not to hold
back on the biting! Later I told him how Bran had to train me not to bite. It was
amazing though. I didn't leave much of a mark on him. It was just good to be
able to bite him like that. I loved it.
Then he fucked me
until he came.
It was good. Really
good.
Then he apologized
profusely for not being able to stay and cuddle longer, but he did have to get
going.
The goodbye was a
little awkward… but, hopefully he's okay and I hear from him again. :)
Either way, I fed.
So, that's the best
part.
He should sustain me
for a bit.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
OMG, so the Blue Falcon actually texted last night while I was naked
snuggling with my date, and I checked the message too, because the Blue Falcon
almost NEVER texts! But he was just asking if I'd tried any more of the
chocolate he'd bought me. I had, but I also told him that I've been conserving
it too.
I hope I get to see
him for some naked snuggles soon too.
I miss him.
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing new to report.
- The Hopefuls
- Nothing new from Friday, but that's to be expected. Either way, I'm
resolved to not worrying about losing him again. Now that I know how intensely
bad things have been for him lately, I need to be much more understanding about
the fact that his life doesn't revolve around me or our pending relationship.
I have to trust him.
I know he'll be with
me soon.
- Honorable
Mentions - Nothing new to report.
Relationships / Former
Sweeties:
- Jasper -
Nothing new to report.
End Notes:
I think I'm still
going to skip exercising today. I'm finally awake on only 3 cups of coffee, but
I'm still sore and worried about how much I’m bleeding. I'm pretty sure my
blood is too thin.
I'm very hopeful
that I'm able to make it in for my INR this week.
Wish me luck.
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