Two Dating Profiles:

In a random turn of strange events, OKC re-instated my old account. So, now I have two dating profiles up… that's just messed up and weird and I’m not sure if I should do something about that or not. If it becomes too difficult to manage both profiles, I guess I'll have to kill one, but I'm not sure what I'll do about the conversations I've started on the other…

… maddening.

Mental Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Therapy - My date stood me up last night, so I got some good Game Therapy in. I was actually pretty happy about this because I'd just fed off of Mushie the night before and I wasn't all that excited about last night's date anyway. I got all the in game goals accomplished and I helped out my guild. So, I'm happy with my progress there.

Damn, I'm tense, though.

I could really use a good massage.

 - Writing - I'm not sure I'm on the right track with my chapter 13. I think I'm okay with the opening. I have Daniel on stage and botching a feed because he's sick with a cold, but then I’m following that with Jessa's visit to Erebus…

I am in Daniel's head for a couple of days… but I don't think I'm far enough in… It IS a new chapter, though. So perhaps I'll be relying on crit feedback to help me polish that one a bit more.

Either way, I'm closing in on finishing act one!!

 - Sleep / Fitbit - There's a sync error… so, no news today.

 - Fur-babies - There were cuddles from both Dreamy and Splotches yesterday. Dreamy, of course, is my favorite. He's so calming…

Physical Health / Unfuck Yourself:

 - Caffeine - My body is seriously sore today… I really don't know what's up. I don't think more caffeine would help and I don't feel super tired… but I do feel a bit groggy and out of it. So, I'm going to keep it to 3 today.

 - Blood Sugar - 130

 - Exercise/Yoga - I managed one session yesterday…

Relationships / Family:

 - Bran - It's the same as always. It's getting harder and harder without him each day. Even the recent feeds aren't helping. He's trying to come home… I'm not sure how much longer we can do this.

 - The Unicorn - Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Sweeties:

[ If you're a reader and having trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed, don't worry, I'll get to you. ]

 - Recent Encounters - Again, with the getting stood up. Which I was totally fine with.

 - Updates on Favorites -

 - Blue Falcon - I'm seeing him on Sunday, and that I'm REALLY excited about. There will be CUDDLES!

Relationships / Potentials and Honorable Mentions:

 - The One Timers - Mushie might have been a one time thing… and that's always disappointing. Once again, I felt like we had a connection. But he seemed to say 'take care' and leave it at that. *sigh* I'll leave it up to him. If he comes back, he comes back. I'm not going to push anything.

 - The Hopefuls - Friday's gone radio silent again. It's okay though. I have *some* small idea of the kinds of drama/trauma he's dealing with. He'll tap in when he can. Tonight is still open for him, just in case.

 - Honorable Mentions - Nothing new to report.

Relationships / Former Sweeties:

 - Jasper - Nothing new to report.

End Notes:

You know what I really need?

I just fucking need for Bran to come home already. Then I can just shut down both profiles and focus on my primary relationship.

Last night on his drive home I asked him how many times a day he's going to fuck me when he gets back. He said 'Two to four.'… and I believe him!

Realistically, Friday is the only connection I actually care about on OKC right now. (yes, still)

The rest can fall away once Bran is back.