Shooter canceled out
date for today. He neglected to realize that this was Mother's day weekend and
he'd need to be with his wife.
On the one hand, I'm
okay with this… I have some bugs to iron out in the story. A whole chapter that
I need to add to make sure the narrative is flowing right, even though it's
going to push me way over word count.
On the other hand, I
was kinda looking forward to the sex.
*shrugs* Meh…
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy - Bubbles
is refusing to refill any of my meds until I see her again. I got really snippy
with the nurse about it yesterday because I'd already set up a) my next
(convenient for me) appointment with Bubbles, and b) my rides for the month.
I'll have to apologize when I go in. I was frustrated and I had no right to be
that much of a bitch. I feel bad.
It will be nice to
see Valkyrie again. I've really missed my sessions with her.
My case worker
assures me that my phone is 100% taken care of now. So losing my phone again
will NOT be a problem.
- Writing - I’m
still struggling with staying under word caps, and I've realized that I'm not
being descriptive enough with my people or my settings. So, I'm going to have
to go back for a 5th revision just to make the visuals come alive, but then I
should be good. I think this time around I'm going to ignore word count and
just see what comes out of me. Then I'll re-set the beats for what Act I gave
me once it was done. It won't be a whole/round number, but I'll see if I can
get it close.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - 7 hours 52 minutes, 2x awake, 9x restless, total of 25 minutes
awake/restless. So, not bad (still)
- Fur-babies - There
were visits and snuggles from both Dreamy and Splotches yesterday. It got me to
my exercise a bit late, but I managed.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine - Should
be good with 3 today.
- Blood Sugar -
Bedtime snack of mushroom alfredo bumped me up to 143 this morning… eek…
- INR - Should
finally have a report on this…
- Nervous
System - …coming up next Thursday.
- Exercise/Yoga
- Some days I make it, and some days I really don't. I'm trying, but
most days I'm so caught up in the writing that I just don't have the drive to
exercise.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - He
dropped his first months rent yesterday… so, he's at least stuck for the next
month even though neither of us wants him to be.
Every day this gets
harder and harder. Even the sweeties aren't enough to get me through it.
I'm not in any
depression death spirals or anything, but the missing Bran weighs heavily on me
and I can tell it's having a negative effect on me.
I just wish this
were over.
- The Unicorn -
Nothing new to report.
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - Nothing new to report.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
I get to see him tomorrow.
I hope there are
naked snuggles.
I really need naked
snuggles right now.
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing…
- The Hopefuls
- … new…
- Honorable
Mentions - … to report.
Relationships / Former
Sweeties:
- Jasper -
Nothing new to report.
End Notes:
I’m glad to have the
day to myself. I know I need to figure out how to fix what's wrong with my
story, again…
*sigh*
Some days I wonder
if I'm ever going to get this thing right.
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