Somewhere around 2
in the morning, when I was very asleep, I got a note from Friday telling me
that the last few weeks have been the 'most brutal/hectic' of his entire life.
Okay, so… for what
it's worth, he's still in the game there somewhere and now I feel like a bitch
for losing faith in him.
Grr…
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy - I'm
still gaming more than seems healthy. I'm not sure if that means I'm getting
enough work done… I seem to be on top of everything else… However, I'm
progressing back into making more dates. So, Sweetie Therapy is going to start
filling up time blocks too.
- Writing - New
chapters are coming together, again, and I’m filling in the blanks, again. I
like where the story seems to be going and I’m pretty confident that I'm going
to get act one right this time around.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - 7 hours, 59 minutes, 0x awake, 6x restless, total of 7 minutes
awake/restless.
- Fur-babies -
Nothing new to report.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine - I
may go for 4 today, just because I’m going to be bopping around with the
Unicorn and the Blue Falcon in a couple of hours.
- Blood Sugar -
skipped today
- INR - Got
my phone back…
- Nervous
System - … again, this morning. Don't know if that will last until
Wednesday, though.
- Inflammation
- I seem to be feeling better since doubling my dose of the turmeric.
So, I think I'm going to continue moving forward with that. Just want to make
sure I can afford to keep doing that.
- Exercise/Yoga
- I've been getting really light headed lately… so I've been holding
off. I need to start getting regular INR's again.
- Weight
Management - I don't seem to eat a lot. Hopefully that's having a good
effect.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - I'll
admit that I love the way he calls me during his commutes. I like being his
go-to when it comes to keeping him awake and focused.
I guess she's tried
to call him a couple of times and he's just completely ignored her.
I feel a lot better
about this whole situation ever since he's been more open with me about how
miserable she's been.
I know this will all
be over eventually.
I just have to keep
holding on.
- The Unicorn -
We have a fun day planned with the Blue Falcon (*smile* as usual) I love
it that they enjoy spending time together too. We're going to go pick out some
soda's at a soda shop and then we're going to grab some ice cream and make
floats. :)
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - Date tomorrow night - Expect a report on the 8th of May.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
Day by day and week by week, my comfort level increases with him. I'm
getting better at asking him for help and letting him take care of me. I
actually told him that I love him.
It's taken months
for me to trust him this much, but I don't regret letting him in.
He's a good man and
I'm glad that he's in my life.
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing new to report.
- The Hopefuls
- So, now Friday's back… I guess.
No idea how that's going to play out.
Then there's my
dates for tomorrow and the next day… not sure how either of those are going to
play out either.
*sigh*
Survival mode…
It's just where we
are.
- Honorable
Mentions - Nothing new to report.
Relationships / Former
Sweeties:
- Jasper - I
put it in my calendar to text him. This way I won't fucking forget this time!
End Notes:
I'm okay with Friday
being back.
I really did miss
him.
Any new sweetie that
I've been interviewing has been getting compared to him. He's really the gold
standard that I'm holding the others to.
Now, if I could just
have Friday…
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