This whole 'no
phone' thing is really starting to aggravate me.
I don't want to go
into details, but I'm about to lose a lot if this doesn't get fixed. I keep
trying to get help and no help is coming. I’m so…
… dammit, I just
wish Bran were home.
None of this would
be a problem if he were home.
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy - I'm
going to miss both Valkyrie and Bubbles today because of the whole, no-phone
thing. This is more than upsetting. Bubbles is medication management. We were
supposed to discuss my sleep meds.
*sigh*
In other news, the
Guild has made me a Corps leader!
YEAH!
It's not much, but
it means that if I see anyone without a guild I can invite them to join
ours. :)
It's a legit position of power within the Guild! They made me a Corps
leader in recognition for how hard I work for them.
That's totally bad
ass. :)
- Writing - Another
chapter chopped in half… Hopefully soon we'll get close to the end of Act 1
where I can see if I've left myself enough space to add in the scenes that I
need to added.
I've decided I'm
going to throw in a totally trope 'kiss in the rain'… LOL… it just needs to
happen.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - 7 hours, 52 minutes, 3x awake, 13x restless, total of 31
minutes awake/restless.
- Fur-babies - Visits
from both yesterday. Dreamy mostly held down the floor while Splotches
requested some cuddles but not much before he decided to hold down the floor on
the other side of the room.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine - 3
today
- Blood Sugar -
122 (two points above normal goal range)
- Exercise/Yoga
- Managed to throw down one 5-minute session yesterday.
- Weight
Management - I've noticed I don't eat a whole lot. Hopefully that's
helping.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - We're
both really feeling the separation now.
I mean, not like we
didn't feel the separation before, but we're both going through things that are
highly stressful at the moment and we both agree that it would be less
stressful if he were home, working and we were sharing funds and splitting
costs between us.
*sigh*
This just needs to
be over.
- The Unicorn -
I’m surprised at how much I miss her right now… that doesn't usually
happen… It might just be the stress.
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - I'm still keeping this section because there are still
possibilities with some sweeties. Shooter plans to come back in the middle of
May. Gingersnap might resurface at some point. Hell, even Rain might resurface
again and he won't be in the favorites section anymore. So, this part remains,
even if I'm not really using it a whole lot right now.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
He's just so sweet. Ye Gods, I love him so much.
It's taken me a
really long time to fall in love with the Blue Falcon, but there it is. How
could I not. He's proven that he'll always be there for me.
He's taking me to
get my hair cut on Thursday. :)
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing new to report.
- The Hopefuls
-
-- Friday
-- Something must be dreadfully wrong on his end. He hasn't even
checked in on OKC in the last few days. I'm so worried about him.
- Honorable
Mentions - More of a dishonorable mention. Some jackhole on OKC actually
accused me of being the one who only wanted sex yesterday. OMG! What an
asshole. Yeah, he got blocked soon after.
Dammit, I just wish
Friday would email or text me so I could delete that profile.
Relationships / Former
Sweeties:
- Jasper - I
sent him a message to ask how he's doing. I do remember to check in on him once
in awhile.
End Notes:
I just want Bran
back.
It's more than just
missing him with the heart. It's missing how much things were simpler with him
around.
I hate this.
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