I feel like I slept
better last night… Hopefully we'll see what the Fitbit has to say this morning.
I didn't hear from the Blue Falcon yesterday (and I got so wrapped up doing my
own thing that I forgot to check on him) so, I'm not sure if he's coming today.
I'm going to suck down my coffee as fast as I can and get in the shower just in
case.
Mental Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Therapy -
Nothing new to report.
- Writing - Chapter
11 is well underway, but I'll admit that I'm not putting the same amount of
effort into fixing it that I did with the earlier chapters. Since I know that I
need to go back and start over again. I know I'll feel a lot better when I've
got my act 1 down right… but, I'm worried about having way TOO MUCH space for
acts 2 and 3. *sigh* I guess we'll just have to see.
- Sleep /
Fitbit - 7 hours, 58 minutes, 3x awake, 11x restless, total of 27
minutes awake/restless. So, about normal all things considered. But, I only
lost about half an hour instead of the usual full hour. So it makes sense that
I feel just a little bit more rested today.
- Fur-babies -
Nothing new to report.
Physical Health / Unfuck
Yourself:
- Caffeine - It's
extra Unicorn time… I feel like I'm always going to need extra caffeine during
extra Unicorn time. So, it's going to be 4 until Wednesday.
- Blood Sugar -
127 this morning. That's a tiny bit high.
- Exercise/Yoga
- I'll probably start my new exercise routine with building myself back
up to what my yoga was before. Getting the stretching in. Then I have to find
an indoor step routine on YouTube. The one I used to use was on Xfinity. I'm
sure I'll find one… it's just the time suck that's going to annoy me.
- Weight
Management - Appetite seems well under control, so here's hoping.
Relationships / Family:
- Bran - I
don't know what else I can say that hasn’t already been said. We talk… we
commiserate. We mutually wish he was home. He keeps coming up with reasons to
stay gone. *shrug* It is what it is.
- The Unicorn -
We managed to get 4 episodes of our shows in yesterday. Hulu sucks
because of commercials, but she says she's used to that since JerkDad got rid
of Netflix entirely and they're just on Crackle now. She spends most of her
time getting caught up on anime and I don't blame her. It gives me more time to
get my work done, so I'm okay with that.
Relationships / Sweeties:
[ If you're a reader and having
trouble keeping the code named sweeties straight, look up above this entry and
below the header. There's a link to a list of names/bio's there. - this is a
work in progress, so if you're a sweetie and you don't see your name listed,
don't worry, I'll get to you. ]
- Recent
Encounters - I'm not sure how much you're going to be still seeing out
of me in this section.
Yeah, I know, some
of you got really accustomed to my revolving door of dick. I'm sorry to
disappoint you.
I’m just so bored
with the one-night-stand bullshit.
I mean it.
It doesn't feed me
anymore.
I need quality cock,
not quantity cock.
I need sweeties like
the Blue Falcon and Rain. Sweeties who will come back for more and who enjoy
who I am just as much as a person as a lover. Now that I know I can have that,
I'm getting kinda picky about who I let close to me.
- Updates on
Favorites -
- Blue Falcon -
Again, possible date today. Which would be totally cool.
- Rain - I
haven't heard a peep out of him lately! I'm sure it's okay. I know he's not
gone. But, it's a little weird.
Relationships / Potentials
and Honorable Mentions:
- The One
Timers - Nothing new to report.
- The Hopefuls
-
-- Friday
-- Our rapport continues to grow.
I’m fully aware of
just how important I am to him. I'm also aware of how important he's becoming
to me. It's just the 'all talk' part that I find annoying. Being kept apart
like this and not finding the time/space to finally get together and proceed
forward with the reality instead of steeping in the fantasies.
I'm so sure that we
can be what each other needs the most.
But I'm frustrated
with the fact that we still have to wait and see how it all plays out.
- Honorable
Mentions - Nothing new to report.
Relationships / Former
Sweeties:
- Jasper - I
haven't heard a word from him since he left on Friday.
*humph*
I know he's working
a lot, but jeez. At least let me know you got home okay.
End Notes:
Not much to say in
closing… sorry if these entries have been boring lately. My priority is still
the writing. So, if you want great sex, I seriously suggest you start reading
there.
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