Confirmed:
Exchanged a few
texts with the Blue Falcon yesterday. We're still on for tomorrow.
*big smile*
This has me very
excited.
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Mental health wise,
I guess I have nothing to report. The PTSD hasn't been rearing it's ugly head
much. I'm still getting some dreams that flit along the edges, but not enough
to leave me waking up feeling uneasy.
The only thing that
bothers me is the relative sleeplessness.
I don't know what it
is that's keeping me awake all night, but I wish it would stop. I gauge my
restlessness based on how much water is left in my water bottle when I awake.
And lately I've been getting up in the middle of the night to refill my water.
That sucks.
I know it's not my
caffeine consumption. I've been a three cup of coffee in the morning person for
longer than I've been having this latest bout of sleep issues.
It seems to be only
effecting me since I've been alone. But, it appears that sleeping next to
someone doesn't help.
Granted, I'm basing
that on Copperhead.
The last night that
we slept together, he was cuddled up to me so tightly that I had no room to
roll over or regain any sort of a comfortable sleeping position. And, he was
breathing on me.
*sigh*
I don't know… It
seems like I slept much better with other overnight guests, but they were
better at staying on their side of the bed. I like 'proximity' to masculine
energy. Not 'contact'.
It would be really
nice to get some sleep. But, I don't have a whole lot of hope for that right
now.
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