So sorry for not
posting yesterday. I was with Copperhead.
*smile* He's super sweet, and I'm looking forward to writing a review of
him on his Fet profile.
I don’t have a code
name for his friend yet. So we're calling this Friend, for now, again.
They came over
Sunday night with every intent of fulfilling my double penetration fantasy. It
didn't happen though. I was just too nervous about my body. And something else
just felt 'off' about it. It took me a bit to figure out that it was
Copperhead. As much as he wanted to wing man his buddy into getting laid. His
emotional attachment to me, as well as his pure monogamous nature, made it
really difficult for him.
I did enjoy some
private time with Friend. And I did like it more when it was both of them. But,
I think it's for the best that I let Copperhead go.
Friend and I still
intend to hang out, though.
So… in the interest
of protecting Copperhead's fragile heart. I think it's best that I step back
and let him heal from his emotional attachment to me.
Not sure how Friend
feels about open relationships. I need to find out. He seems like he'd be
exquisite sweetie material.
--
Bran and I are okay.
In a lot of ways his leaving has really fucked me over financially. It's
causing problems with the bill payers because I don't have the extra cushion in
my budget for them to pay my bills in a timely manner. My case worker is
getting a lot of push back on this. But I can't afford to keep using my poor
petty cash fund to keep paying my phone bill.
Grr…
--
I'm not making a
very coherent entry. I really didn't sleep last night.
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