Got to bed and woke
up exactly on time. Today is still an extra cup of coffee and no yoga.
Tomorrow we ratchet
back on caffeine consumption.
I will probably do
the Unicorn's days without the yoga and then start ramping up on that next
Monday.
Monday should be
interesting.
I have a date.
There is no code
name, yet. I'm waiting to have the Sweetie talk with him and for him to decide
whether or not he wishes to pursue a Sweetieship with me.
I remain hopeful.
I'm worried about
Copperhead.
I think it became
clear to him during his visit that things weren't intended to get serious
between us. I know he covers it up, but I believe his heart is much more
fragile than he lets on. I told him I wouldn't be hurt or upset if he decided
to take some time and distance to re-acclimate to things as they are.
I want him to get
over me on his own time.
I haven't heard from
him since.
I've double checked
my FetLife profile, and my current relationship status with Bran was right
there at the top. Same as my OKC and CuddleComfort profiles. So, how he missed
it, I'm not sure.
I won't deny that we
had chemistry.
But, I think it's
for the better if we ratchet all the way back to 'just friends'. Poor guy.
My other fear there:
He wing manned his
buddy into position with me. That's my date this coming Monday. So, what
happens if the buddy is more cool with the open relationship thing? The last
thing I want is anyone getting initiated into the noble order of the Blue
Falcon.
*sigh*
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