There's someone new.
No date yet. But
he's coming over this coming Sunday.
We met on Fet, and
we've really enjoyed getting to know each other. I feel like I should code name
him. But, so far nothing his coming to mind. It might be beneficial for me to
ask him what he would like in a code name.
He has no car, and
was planning on getting to my place with a friend. Making it a 3-person date. I
asked about fulfilling my double penetration fantasy, and at first they were
both game. But then his friend started to back out. I'm not offended. I feel like
I want my primal lover to have me all to himself. We've discussed him spending
the night and everything.
We can't make a full
relationship out of this. His parents are local, but he's not. He's just here
to visit. I'm okay with that. He really wants to treat me like his
princess/slut and I love how much we've been flirting and teasing each other.
He's been taking my
mind off Alpha, a lot.
I have other boys
too. More to take my mind off Alpha.
I think it's
interesting that every time I get dumped back in that dark hole, it only takes
a few days for me to stop feeling bad. I feel like I'm over Alpha now. Even
though I still miss him.
Sorry I'm so
disjointed today. I'm really having a hard time waking up.
I don't want to fuck
off the yoga another day. I need to wake up… *grr*
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There's someone else
who has been more of an irritation than anything. He keeps asking when we're
going to go out on our date and telling me to stop being shy. He even sent me a
picture of a sex toy and lube. *sigh* dude, whatever. I've told him more than
once that I feel no chemistry with him. And I've let him know that it's not
that I CAN'T feel chemistry. It's just that I feel nothing for him,
specifically.
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Come on brain. Wake
the fuck up already.
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