It was over before
it started.
Friday is in a
deeply committed, long-term, non-monogamous relationship as well.
Recently he filled
me in and told me that there was a recent blow up between him and his
girlfriend.
An old wound from
his previous side relationship that never healed. He assured me that it had
nothing to do with me and that we were still fully a go with his girlfriends
blessing, but he wanted me aware of the 'drama'.
I told him that
given the context, it was me. Or that it would be. She's not done healing.
I didn't hear back
from him at all yesterday… not after I sent those messages.
I sent him a brief
note this morning saying that I hoped we're still on.
We're not.
He showed her my
message where I'd analyzed her emotions and having to face things she wasn't
ready to face yet has thrown her into full-blown shut down. She doesn't want
him seeing anyone, least of all me.
And that's it…
It's done.
The one guy who
could have held me down and meant it.
Gone.
Just like that.
*sigh*
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